maniacalmuse

I am becoming The One I had hidden inside..... it's about time. On Fear: It seems that fears are all based on these things: illusion and future thinking, with a side order of 'What if.' 'What if that truck turns suddenly into our lane' 'What if I'm all alone at age 80?' What if? What if? What if? "Some people are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into your wounds to discover where your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." "Do not look upon this world with fear and loathing. Bravely face whatever the gods offer." On Divorce: "When two people decide t

A friend from work gave this to me.  I'm not sure if she wrote it or where she got it but I like it... The one who keeps me in here is the one who keeps you out there. The same one who will not let you in will not let me out. What is hidden in our chests? Laughter What else? Compassion What is the body? Endurance What is love? Gratitude Forget your figuring, forget your self. Listen to your friend. When you become totally obedient to that one, you'll be free.

School starts August 30 and while I dread going back with the whole crazy, nonstop busy-ness that brings, I have a very satisfied feeling when I think back on my summer off. ***************************************************************** I was able to place my work in a gallery and even though I haven't sold anything yet, I'm very hopeful and encouraged.  My work isn't propped in the floor or in the garage... people are able to view it. ***************************************************************** I've had a very creative summer... I've broken through all sorts of creative blocks and that has increased my self confidence.  I NEEDED